Shit! Even before I realised it, I passed my early twenties and I'm well into the late. Now why I am bothered with that?? Well to begin with, God had given me too much and I have made too little of it. He must have had some great plans for me but I seem to have successfully marred those. How do I know all that? Because I am too lazy to think, and that makes me so confused all the time. It can't be too good if I am 27 and still find it difficult to perceive things in totality and express them in a wholesome way.
But sometimes I shake myself up and ask, wasn't there anything more that I could have done with my life? By saying that I do not necessarily mean a complete shift. I could still be here where I am today, yet doing things very differently. I still do not know what would this soliloquy render. I am going to get back to being this no matter how much I believe that I was made for better.
I shall now end this abruptly (just like everything else that I do in life) only to return with my dilemmas and problems to probe further in my next. On that note, here's wishing I make the most of my time in advertising, since this is the only profession that will call for indulgence of all senses in every possible way. Here's to a lot of luxuries and deep diving into reading, movies, music, candles and various other mood makings. And life, when I say "here I come", please beckon me more strongly and suck me in.
But sometimes I shake myself up and ask, wasn't there anything more that I could have done with my life? By saying that I do not necessarily mean a complete shift. I could still be here where I am today, yet doing things very differently. I still do not know what would this soliloquy render. I am going to get back to being this no matter how much I believe that I was made for better.
I shall now end this abruptly (just like everything else that I do in life) only to return with my dilemmas and problems to probe further in my next. On that note, here's wishing I make the most of my time in advertising, since this is the only profession that will call for indulgence of all senses in every possible way. Here's to a lot of luxuries and deep diving into reading, movies, music, candles and various other mood makings. And life, when I say "here I come", please beckon me more strongly and suck me in.
